A life, it 's a shit, isn't it ? Me, personally, I find. It was so much easier when I was embedded on my games videos. I did not suffer, I thought of nothing, I lived the life of the figure, and in games videos, they always end winning. I developed this habit of victorious fighter every time. And veils where I follow by it. For the time being, I play, yes, but I lose. I liken't game over. However I've no choice, I must accept, and begin another game, because in the game which makes left life, we have only the single chance. I would like to grow, to be somebody of definitely, more to make the kid, to be considered to be a man and not as a child. But ca, people don't understand it. They are bloody stupid, you're all bloody idiot, it's everything. I hate you all, without exeption. Anybody not me of, nobody who searches helps to understand me. And each time I find a person who loves me as a man, who considers me to be as such, she leaves, each time it's in even far or not, there there there that leave very far, very up here where I could never again see them, if she would still be there, it would understand me, her. But no, it was too nice, everything was too nice, it was well necessary that something comes to spoil everything. I would have liked it to be still there, near me, I suffer from it, every day, I suffer from it, the most part of the evenings, I mourn it. Those that knew it shall understand me, the others, no. Oh well. I would make with, in any case, I've no choice. But here I come back on the most important point of this article, I'm fed up there to be considered to be a kid and not to be a man, I'm sixteen years old now ! Stop taking me for a six-year-old child. I'm not the small sensitive boy who at need of circle, I'm this person whoever at need somebody needs him, I need to help be, of in charge, to love somebody who wants to be liked. But it's too much to ask perhaps ? I cope seen what life gives me since all this time... I'm fed up there, it's everything. Are going to make all you do.
